1:04 AM
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Although many people celebrated my birthday,
it was still quite a turn-off on the day itself.
Like during the day.
What's worst than being rejected from school?
Well, to be rejected by your boyfriend of course.
But that's not my point.
Anyway, it was 5am and I was shocked by my results.
All alone in the dark room with the results in front of me.
Slowly my family starts to wake up and they all knew my results.
Blah blah blah then I went into a coma.
Woke up at 1.30pm and started my life again.
Did relevant things to get me back to school.
Subsequently, it started to rain heavily.
I like rain but not thunder and lightning.
So it was me alone with the weather.
My mum's in the other room.
Then there came a huge lightning and a loud thunder.
My tears were at the edge of my eyes.
Just then the Sun of my life appeared.
Although I knew the signal there was weak,
somehow, he finally replied.
I was so happy.
It was as though my life filled with worries were removed.
Actually, I was exaggerating.
Anyways, we chatted at night when he reached home.
Video-called and realised he's still in his outside clothes.
Lols XD
Then he sang me birthday song.
Wee*~
And his first bithday song goes to me.
Aww.. so honoured!
Everyday, it's just so worrying.
About my results to get into Poly.
But everyday, it ends me off feeling happy.
That's good, as a start.
=)
2:22 PM
Monday, April 6, 2009
What I did on my birthday...
Had a bunch of CFers coming to my house to celebrate til 3am plus.
After which I took a bath.
Then wash up the dishes til 4.30am.
Checked my results online and my heart dropped out.
Then I replied my facebook tags and went to bed.
Fell into a coma til 1.30pm.
Called NP after washing up.
Typed an email to appeal.
My very first birthday which I don't feel like celebrating.
But I never like celebrating my birthday.
It's so not emo.
7:01 PM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
You've act as though you've treasured your friend.
When all you ever did was treating the friend like a stranger.
No. I'm wrong, because strangers don't have to suffer as much as a friend.
Well, at least not treated like a dog poo.
Do people treasure friends? Or do they take them for granted?
Well, I treasure friends who treasure me.
It's a simple principle.
If you want to be respected, then first respect others.
Just that simple.
Expensive living, not my type.
I lead a simple life.
I'm not used to throwing away my money on things not worthy.
If you just like to show others how "high class" you are,
well, I'm not exactly the person you should ask along.
But rather, allow me to be your audience, for you to flaunt your wealth.
8:19 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
^^ My first message from... yesterday
*Jumps around in joy*
So happy!
Chatted with webcam and mic yesterday!
Woo! So advanced! >_<
4:18 PM
People assume that the lives of others are not worst enough.
They do stupid things thinking that the situation will get better.
But it's just going to be worst.
No apologies, yet make things worst.
I can forgive the past, but I can't accept the behaviour.
Anyway, it might be the same the other way around.
Whatever it is,
I like the way my life is leading now.
I don't want it to be contaminated with...
contamination?
Lols...